BASICS THAT BORE YOU First off, what's your name?: Mercades Vicky Victoria Baltierra Guerra De Luna Nazareth Why did your parents name you that, and do you wish they hadn't?: My mom says that I�m the only Mercedes she can afford. LOL My dad got the name �Vicky� from a baby book. It means �sexy lady�. :p I like my name. It's a bit long, but it's got everything in there. :P How old are you?: 19 How old are you emotionally? (As in, do you think you handle your emotions pretty well and have sorted through most of them) How about mentally?: Emotionally, I�m way emo, but not as bad as I used to be. (Trust me) Mentally, I�m wise beyond my years. Mentally as in sane, forget it! SEX, ETC. Let's get this one over with- have you ever even had sex before?: Yes If you're a virgin, do you plan on having sex before you get married? Why or why not?: I planned to save it, but things happen sometimes that you can�t control. Are you straight, bisexual, gay, or lesbian? Have you ever questioned whether you really are this way?: Straight and trust me, I�ve battled with this one enough to know. Do you feel comfortable talking about sexual things or uncomfortable?: Depends who I�m talking to. Do you feel comfortable talking about sexual things regarding your own experiences, what turns you on, etc.? Again, depends who I�m talking to. Do you, or have you ever masturbated? Do you think it's okay for members of the sex opposite your own to masturbate and why or why not? I have, but when I was very young and didn�t know what it was. I don�t think it�s OK now. It�s kind of like eating a TV dinner when you can go to the Olive Garden when you�re really ready. On a scale of 1-10, one being the least, and ten being the most, how perverted do you feel you are?: 7 and a half. I�m a sick mind. If you're a teenager, are your hormones making you undoubtedly horny?: Not at present. Have you ever had a sexual dream before, or "wet dream?" Feel free to describe.: Sure, who hasn�t? What do you think of pornography? Have you ever seen it? --I've seen it, again, when I was very young and dumb. I don�t get porn: it�s fake but real at the same time. Do you have any fetishes or things that automatically start to turn you on? If so, what are they?: hehe, guys that dress like girls. (Marilyn Manson) �Nuff said. Are you flexible, or do flexible people turn you on? (If you don't understand how this question is sexual you probably never will.): I�m flexible. Flexible people don�t effect me either way. How do sex scenes in movies make you feel? Disgusted? Hot? Elaborate.: Whatevers. It�ll be over soon. Did you lie on, or avoid answering any of the above questions?: Maybe on one� LOVE Do you believe in love as a concept? Why or why not?: I believe in love. Period. Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend? If so, who?: Yes; Vidal Alverez Do you love them? Why or why not?: I do love him because he accepts me for who I am How long have you been together?: 3 months, 1 week, 2 days If you answered no to the first question in this section, do you have a crush?: what if I answered yes and I still have a crush? LOL Do you love them?: I love everyone. On a scale of 1-10, one being the least and ten being the most, how important is your boyfriend, girlfriend, or crush to you?: 5 On a scale of 1-10, how important is the way your boyfriend's/girlfriend's/crush's family feel about you to you?:9 If you family hated your crush, boyfriend, or girlfriend, would you still go out with them? Why?: I don�t think so because there�d be that weird aura in the air when you visit. I�d think that�d be the beginning of the end. DOES your family hate your crush, boyfriend, or girlfriend?: My mom likes him, my little bro loves him, my adopted bro is OK with him. I don�t think my dad will like any guy I bring home. Are you physically attracted to your crush, boyfriend, or girlfriend? Why or why not?: Hell yeah, he�s a freakin� hottie!!! Do you think The Beatles were high when they wrote the song, "All You Need is Love?": hehe, yeah, but they speak the truth. (BTW, the Beatles RULE!!!) How do you know when you love someone?: It�s un-mistakable the way you feel Is love worth it?: Always, if it�s true love. FRIENDS Who is/are your best friend/s of the opposite sex?: Tonzy Who is/are you best friend/s of the same sex?: Mela, Jackie, Crystal Name one or two people you know you would die for.: I hope that if that ever does happen, I can die for anyone, even someone who hated me. On a scale of 1-10, how important are your friends to you?: 9 Have you ever fallen in love with a friend? How did that work out, if you did?: Yes; it didn�t work out, even though I tried to make it work. How well do your friends know you? Do you think they would still be your friends if they knew EVERYTHING, no exceptions, about you? If so, which friends?: I�m an open book, so everyone knows everything about me, but I do keep some things secret. It�s funny because the only person that really does know me is my ex and he scares the crap out of me. Ten years from now, which friends do you hope to still be in touch with? Why?: I hope to stay in touch with everyone because I hate it when great people come into my life and leave. YOUR PSYCHE Do you have any diagnosed mental disorders? If so, what?: Oh, boy, what a questions: Post Tramatic Stress Disorder, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, Depression, Epilepsy, schizophrenia Do you have any undiagnosed mental disorders? If so, what?: If it�s undiagnosed, I don�t know about it, right? :p If you do in fact have a diagnosed or even undiagnosed mental disorder, describe what it feels like and/or your personal experiences with it.: Depression and Post Tramatic Stress Disorder feels like you�re in a fish tank with a think, gooey mist hanging on and around you and you can�t move or do what you want no matter what. OCD is more irritating than anything. Epilepsy is scary. Have you ever been to a therapist, psychiatrist, or psychologist before? If so, were they helpful to you?: Hell yeah, mental hospitals, too. They were sort of helpful, but too many doctors are focused on prescribing pills to make everything go away. Do you think your dreams are a window into your soul? Or do they have any significance at all?: Yes, they do. It�s the real you. How would you describe yourself mentally and psychologically?: Mentally, I�m a wreck. Fragments of myself are scattered here and there. Psychologically, I�m screwed up, but I�m working on that. Do you feel insecure with your own person? Have a self-esteem problem? If so, why do you think you do?: I�m scared of myself because I have so many things wrong with me and I can turn on myself at the drop of a hat. I used to have a really horrible self-esteem level, but it�s slowly getting better. RELIGION AND PHILOSOPHY What religion or system of beliefs, if any, do you subscribe to?: Roman Catholic Is this a mainstream religion?: Yep. What do you think about non-mainstream religions? (Wicca, Hinduism, etc.?): If you worship God, by all means, worship Him, but don�t get caught up into something that glamorizes sin or is false idoltry. How much do you actually know about non-mainstream religions?: I used to practice the Wiccan faith so I know a lot, but enough to know that it wasn�t for me. Have you ever tried to convert someone to your own religion? Why or why not?: I�ve tried to get people to come to my church. And I�ve tried to get people thinking about God, but it�s never really worked. What is your overall opinion of televangelists?: I�m sort of leery of them. What is your opinion of evangelists in general?: The legit ones are doing God�s work. One word can be said and mean many different things. In the end, how important are words, really?: Very; they can set a man�s heart on fire and condemn him to death at the same time. If you could ask God or whomever you choose as a supreme being one question, and only one, what would it be? (If you're an atheist just skip ahead.): You shouldn�t question God, but I guess it would be, �Can you please forgive me?� MUSIC Is music important to you? Why or why not?: YES!!! It�s my life! Do you sing? If so, do you sing well?: I sing, I love singing!!! I used to be in a band called Sedition. I sing alright. What instruments do you play, if any?: Piano, xylophone (basically, any keyboard instrument), drums, clarinet, recorder, accordian, bass, spoons. LOL Do you or have you ever written music before?: I have written two origional compositions for piano, I�m working on a third one, and I�ve written music for people when they wanted to play a song but didn�t have the notes. What do you think of Eminem?: Hot. :P In your opinion, what band is the best of all time? (Name a few if you can't decide.): The Beatles, duh!!!! Now for the lightning round. Do you like... Pop music: Not a lot of it. Used to, though. Rock music: Hella yeah! Punk music: Can�t tolerate most of it. Rap music: Used to love it, but now it�s weird. I still like some of it, but only when I have to listen to it at dances. Hip-Hop/R&B: Hip-hop, sometimes. R&B (the classic stuff) yeah Country: Hehe, not really Jazz: Yup! Classical: Yes New Age: Eh, some of it What is one band/singer you absolutely love that no one else does or seems to have heard about?: Mindless Self Indulgence and Portishead. Pick up the nearest CD to you and write a random song lyric from it. �Bitches love me cuz they know that I can rock� MOVIES, TV, ETC. What is your favorite tv show?: The Simpsons What is your favorite movie?: Spun If someone made a movie about your life, do you think anyone would want to see it?: OMG, yes. Tonzy will direct it!!! What is your favorite TV character?: The crazy cat lady from the Simpsons. What is your favorite movie character?: Jackson from �The Heart is the Most Decietful Thing� Favorite actor?: Marilyn Manson Favorite actress?: Jenna Elfman ISSUES What is your stance on abortion?: Hell, no. It�s murder, it�s wrong, it�s disgusting. How would you like being killed out of no where because you weren�t wanted? And who knows if that person was the one to cure cancer? What is your opinion on gay people being allowed to get married?: I have mixed feeling about it� What is your opinion on gay couple adopting?: Again, mixed feelings� Do you have a political party affiliation? If so, what and why?: Not really, but I tend to be more republican than anything else. What do you think about sex before marriage?: Some people can�t wait, and some people don�t get a choice, but it�s best to wait. Tell us one thing you're pretty sure no one knows about.: Hmm�my uncle used to call me Icky Vicky. NOW GO OUT AND LIVE!