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2005-10-30 - 1:21 a.m.
I'm a million different people from one day to the next I can't change my mold, no What do you mean by that? Your kindneys arn't able to function properly You don't really love me And we all float on Please, bury me with it For as long as you're here, we're not Don't tell mom Don't tell dad Mom, please don't tell dad My brother's a fucking snitch You know how to pick 'em What's wrong with you? Well fucking alright then I love you my pretty kitty What are you doing later? What would you do if I died? This dress I'm going to use either as an emergency wedding dress or for my funeral Tell me where did you sleep last night? You may not believe in God, but you do his work How you doin' I'm so happy, I'm in heaven You're too slow I would have been happy to sit down and just talk Again? Sandwich! Cow! You look as pretty as a picture and as perfect as a painting Why don't you say things like that to me? I've been having dreams where my teeth fall out I didn't get the job today They didn't want me there He has a new girlfriend He fucking lied to my face, the mother fucker Why couldn't you just make-believe?! You better come back How much did he drink? I want to tell you that I love you but you hate me I can't wait to kiss you again Why didn't you call me? My suicidle dreams, voices telling me what to do I want it, give it to me, I love it Don't give it to her, you gotta give it to me He told me he loved me, he can't live without me I want you I need you I can't live without you I'll die without you Are you willing to wait for me? I didn't think so Don't lie to me, even if I don't like the truth I need $500, don't ask why I'm breaking out so bad right now, I don't know why I guess my babies didn't want me for a mommy so they killed themselves When did this happen and why didn't you tell me earlier? She'll only hurt you I told you so Closing your eyes and dissapear, you pray your dreams will leave you here, but still you awake and know the truth, no one's there Why the fuck am I still not over this? He still loves you I'm hungry but I refuse to eat, not that anyone notices I can slit my wrists right now and no one will save me You fucked her, you stay with her I'm not pregnant anymore He bought me an engagement ring at the mall that cost $2.95 and I was allergic to it And I can't believe I let this chance pass Don't let it go away I hate the heat I love the cold I'm so hot I'm so cold Help me Why won't you touch me? You think you're all that till you're laying on your back with your legs spread My cat is dead I don't want this anymore And I do not want this How come he hasn't called yet? I'm not sleeping tonight again, am I? I didn't steal from work I don't like my hair Hey, what's the point of this? And hey, what's your favorite song? It was going to be romantic I can't believe I fell for that You're lying Fuck you Ppprrrrr You need to go back to school You need surgery You've lost another one Why didn't you just tell me? I know a place You want to go get some coffee? You told them I was married?! I want to dissapear If everything could ever be this real forever I'm so fucking jealous right now... On the brighter side, there's suicide As a friend, as a trend I love Nirvana, why don't you? Do you support what they do? So cold still, I have to sleep a certain way I hurt myself at work today Make a doctor's appointment Make a dentist's appointent I havn't seen that movie yet I didn't like that movie I loved that movie This is my best friend That girl doesn't like me He turned out to be gay He didn't call me back, the bastard I'm only a little drunk right now I don't need to be drunk to hit on you I see you there, long dark hair, your eyes just stare in my direction This is my stripper song You don't know this song? Have you ever heard of it? You and I, we're like 4 year olds, we want to know why And how come about everything My hair feels weird This is Trixie This is Ruby Can I sleep over? He doesn't talk to me anymore, he doesn't have a phone I think I'll end it all tonight, what's the point? I don't want to have an abortion You could be dead in a ditch Cuz it's a bittersweet symphony this life Are you going to be there? I can't go If he's going, I'll go Who the fuck is this guy? No, I don't do three-ways No, I don't take what belongs to someone I want to be with him I'm going to a concert You wern't invited I will never live it down Why can't I be as pretty as she is without make-up? It's because of your auora You don't look your age You don't look like you should be here You can't be here anymore Where do I go to rest my head? I want someone to hold me tonight I feel sick I'm a sick fish Will you put up with my crap? How dare you say that to her I would have kicked the crap out of him Cut me right back down to size Sleep the day, let it fade Who was there to take my place? I sleep all the time because everything I wake up, I have this horrible depression that follows me and won't let me go I won't live to see 25 I want to move out I want to change my name Cut, slice, punch Right in front of me This shows how much I really love music as opposed to music Music is my life I'd rather be blind than deaf Knock on wood There's no such thing as luck Fucker I don't care if he was drunk, I still hate him With a firey passion that burns inside me With a firey passion I like white guys I like gay guys I like all guys No one really loves me I keep fucking things up We know eachother way too well to be together I don't feel anything when I kiss you How can you be mine when I never wanted you? I'm still cold I want to sleep until he wakes me up to say I'm his I'm still here She's asleep He's asleep He's not here How could you be so fucking beautiful yet so fucking ugly inside? Why would you try to learn it in Latin? He knows French He's so beautiful They remembered this as Valentine's Day Flies are waiting In the Shadow of the Valley of Dead That got a lot of responsed You do it because you're an attention whore I missed it by just one second... Don't be mad at me, it wasn't my fault Just yesterday, you were telling me you loved me Is there something wrong? Are you alright? What's wrong? Say it ain't so You're love is a heartbreaker Just let me down easy I sold my body for $60 and he still owes me $24 of that He doesn't give a fuck anymore She's pregnant? How can you just let me fall?! He's not mine anymore However far away, I will always love you This is the air I breathe So I can know Your will for me If you lost a little weight, you'd be pretty hot Forget it, I'm never leaving my room again This water tastes so good You used to say that to me YOU LIED TO MY FUCKING FACE!!! How can you possibly still be reading all of this? Are you as confused as I am? Can you please come over and sleep next to me? I miss you so much and I know you can help me I know you still love me You have since when, you don't know Please put me out of my misery I love you I fucking love you...
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