Feeling a bit crazy

I can't believe another marine I knew is dead.

At 20. It's not fair. Nothing is, I know that. *sigh*

Fuck.

Other than that, I had a great time with Rocio, Dwayne and Steve. Talked a lot, so much fun. Went to Olive Garden, fuck yeah. Ate food. Yummy food. Got my mind off that fact for a long while. Got my mind off feeling angry a lot at someone. Got my mind off feeling sad a lot at someone. And off being sick. And Missing someone.

I'm greatful I know how to handle these things a lot better.

A Whole Lot Better.

Thank you. You know who. But if you died tomorrow, at least I know we're cool. *hugs* we're cool.

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...I just can't believe it...
*****~-`LoVe`-~******

I love you.

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you're my light, my shining star
I'll find you wherever you are