First off, BUY I HATE MYSELF AND WANT TO DIE!!! IT'S FUCKING HILLARIOUS AND INFORMATIVE AS HELL!!!!! BUY IT AT TOWER RECORDS BEFORE THEY ALL CLOSE!!!!

-PHOTO SHOOT IDEAS:
*Angel/Pixie: The angel wings I wanted to buy were complete CRAP, very poorly made and falling apart. At the Party City I went to, people tried them on over and over and broke the straps and plucked out the feathers. So I went to Wal*Mart and bought some red pixie wings (good quality and resonably priced at only $7.47) so I'm going to have a shoot with both the black and red pixie wings doubled up and wear some kick-ass false eyelashes and be a spooky gothy pixie chick. Fun!!!! Mike's the photographer.

*1920's: I'm looking for the perfect form-fitting (but not too form-fitting) black slip so I can don my garters and fix my hair up like a helmet, false eyelashes and draw on a fake mole so I can take vintage 1920s-era style photos. I've had this idea floating around my head since that lady cut my hair so damned short. But now it's growing out, so i must find that slip soon and do this shoot!!!! (IN BLACK AND WHITE!!!!)

*Suicide: I bought some fake wounds. I bought some fake blood. I have a bathtub. I'm gonna do it. I'm going to photograph my suicide. FINALLY! I've been wanting to do this for a long time. T'will be a scream. :p

*Emo: Gonna buy some more fake wounds that look like stitches and put them over my heart. And it will be bleeding. And I will be wearing white. And maybe my hair will cover one of my eyes. You can only hope you will be so lucky. :p (IN SEMI-COLOUR) The caption will be something cliche`, like, "I didn't need the thing, anyway"

-Songs o' The Moment playlist adds:
*Utada Hikaru-Passion Battleground (Japanese Version-trying to mimic the words is FUN!) -from Kingdom Hearts II-
*Gordon Lightfoot-If you could read my mind (I LIKE IT!!!)
*Beck-Nausea (sounds frightenly like a track on his previous album...but better!)
*The Killers-Uncle Johnny (heard it on Jed the Fish's Catch of the Day...and loved it!)
*Strapping Young Lads-Possession (try looking up their name in any downloading site, you'll get lots of porn :p)
*Eyes of Fire-???(dunno the name of the song, but it is on the Metal for the Masses Vol. 4 I think, very depressing, and I love it so)

-Skool: I had to make up a fake company name based on random letter groups. I got a P and a K together. I call my company Pretty Kitty. :p They make shoes and cat accessories. I had to sketch some previews of thumbnails for the company. Here the are:

I start making the "real" comp generated ones on Mon. because I'm too lazy to do it now.

-Work: cool beans! A guy that my ex-best friend had a MAJOR crush on works there now as a cashier! He's a really nice guy, he recognized me (kinda; he kept insisting that I was in his class. Nope, he graduated '00) and he's been asking me ?'s at work, which is cool. Funny thing: Mike saw us talking and thought he was bothering me and asked if he needed to be "talked to". LOL My babe is such a protective little thing.

-Social Life: que esto?? LOL Dwayne and Steve invited me out last night but I couldn't go, as I had work at 8 this morning. Dwayne is having a Friday the 13th party at his casa this Friday. That day is also Mike and I's 9 MONTHS TOGETHER!!!!! JOY!!!! Mike has to work, but he's allowed me to go to the party. He's going to pick me up after he works. :D Finally, I'll have some fun, drink a little, finally be able to hang out with my friend and hug them!!!!!!!

Mike and I are going to the Olive Garden again, probably on Tuesday <3 to celebrate our 9 months. I love him so much. He's my babe. I've never been in love with someone like this. I don't even think I can call my past experiences with love actual love because this is so beautiful and so wonderful and what I've always wanted. I can't stand to be without my love and he loves me. I feel it in his kiss. I see it in his eyes. He still makes me feel warm.

-Car: my car battery died. boo. I owe my dad $60 cuz he bought me a new one. boo. I bought a bunch of stuffed cats for my car!!! (pics comming soon, including one I call Meko and a Hello Kitty dressed as a tiger! sweet!)

I'm filled with love and wonder. Leave me be.

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She refused to sing the song he wrote, telling him that she can't, in good conscience, sing something he called, "Wax My Pole, Bitch" -excerpt from I Hate Myself and Want to Die