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Today was alright, I woke up tired, but nothing new. Mom, dad and I went to San Manuel casino. I lost $40 playing blackjack but then won $20 of it back playing the slots. :p Afterward we went to Costco to eat. I knocked out in the car listening to Apocalyptica. Kevin called me to hang out but I had to do drop my dad off at the dentist and do some research for my parents for a new car on carmax.com.

When I got home, I did the carmax thing and I found a letter from Miss Jen-Jen Fluffyhead. :( I missed her. Gary and I talked for a while, I've been a ghost on aim as of late. I don't know how this happened but someone bought a corset I had on e-bay after it ended. *shrugs* I had to make a mad dash to the post office 25 minutes before it closed to ship it out today. And the person who was going to buy my cell phone was trying to pull a scam; they sent me a fake paypal receipt, I reported it to paypal. And I got an e-mail for the job inquiry I had about hosting karaoke night at a club 1-2 nights a week saying to call the guy back. I'll do it tomorrow. :) It's not a lot of money but anything at this point will do.

Dad had to get his bridge repaired, $6,000 for that, so we're unsure of if we're going to get mom a new (used) car now. My parents have been asking me to do 10 things at once for them, they think everything's so easy for them since I have a computer and can look everything up for them. I don't mind it except they like to ask me to do a ton of things at once for them and they don't understand why I'm tired/sleepy/crabby when I don't have everything done right away. And when I get rushed, I forget to do things that I need to do, it's frustrating. Also, I had to pack today for the convention and my mom was bugging me about something and I dropped all my earrings from the stand I had them on and lost one of the pair I loved so. After that she saw I was stressed and said, "Do it when you have time," and I did, it's when she rushes me to do it now now now that I get overwhelmed. My hands have also been an issue more so lately. I really don't mind doing anything for my parents but it seems lately that I they're piling so many things that they need to do on me and if I don't do them they get mad at me. And when it's something they don't understand, they think the internet is going to solve all their problems and since I'm the only one with access and they don't know how to operate it really, it's troublesome to explain to them maybe what they're looking for can't be found online or they need to call to find out their specific answer. *sigh* I love my parents but I'm so burned out right now.

I was hoping to hear from Saul today but he said he'd call me Thursday. I would have really liked to hear his voice today. I put money on his books last night. I had a dream about him this morning. <3 It was like having him there, it was awesome and lovely. I'm so tired and bitchy, my stomach is upset and I can't sleep all that well as of late. I know money is a big issue with me right now, I'm running out of my savings fast and what little money I get in has been going to my bills. My ALA badge my parents bought me for Christmas which I'm grateful for cos they knew I wanted to go and have fun. Maybe then I'll feel a little bit better. If things don't pick up soon, I'm going to have to explore some other options for me to gain resources from.

I'm not too sure what's going on tomorrow but I'm hoping I can sleep in to maybe 8 or 9am. I'm filling out a job application for Costco. Maybe something will come of that. Yeah, hopefully.

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I can't remember how we got here...did you drive or did I?