My petticoat isn't here yet!!! I ordered it on the 12th of October and it's already the 22nd. >:( They had ample time to get it to me and they didn't!!! They said it takes 3 days for the order to process and it's been 10 DAYS, DAMN IT!!! GRRRRR! DAMN YOU E-BAY!!! I AM ANGRY!!!! RRRAAARRRWWW!!!! *sigh*

Also, my neck/shoulders still hurt. :( Booooo! And my left arm hurts, which I am always paranoid about. **weep**

And me kitty Himler is too whiney and eating too much for us to feed her anymore. I think we're going to have to get rid of him. But I don't want to!!! I love my kitty so much and I cherish my babies!!! He's all I got left! Mr. Cootie Died!!! :( I LOVE MY BABES!!! If I get a new kitty to dry my eyes, it still won't be the same...

I want something I had but lost...but I'll work to get it back...

Why am I ugly? Because I'm so fat! I'll get pretty again, don't worry. Mom worries that if I loose enough weight, I'll become a stipper or a hooker. Well...I'd never be a hooker (again) LOL but I'd totally be a stripper. My name will be Darla Doore (which is technically my porno name) aka DD and I will wear my trademark fishnet shirt and about 10 pounds of glitter. :p

I feel sick because I ate a cow. :'( Poor cow. I love you, cow.

Goodnight, people. I'm sick of you all.

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how can I be anything when I'm nothing without you?