Yesterday was my official birthday. I celebrated by driving around in the minivan and buying some cigs. I really was so sad. I wanted to go to a gig but I couldn't. Plus I had a massive headache. I was suicidal but I know I'm too weak to commit suicide. I can't stand this anymore. I wish God would strike me dead. I can't stand this crap.

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