If you watch, you'll be disappointed. I apologize ahead of time for this. I have no idea why I feel this way or why I'm so manic right now but this is something that needs to be let out or else it will eat me alive. All day all I wanted to do was cry. Could anyone see how I felt like inside? I'm sure I'll be over this come tomorrow or sometime, but right now, I'm irrational and emotional and consumed in bleakness. I'm sorry.

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And I would be the one to hold you down
Kiss you so hard, I'll take your breath away
And after I'd wipe away the tears,
Just close your eyes dear