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2005-02-15 - 1:10 p.m.

The day started out just fine. I went to Vidal's house and we hung out for a while. He gave me a stuffed kittty and I gave him a card. Then he gave me a promise ring. It was so sweet. He said it was to promise that, no matter what, he will always be by my side and love me. And that someday he might marry me. It's so cliche` to do that on Valentine's day, but I'm such a girly-girl at heart. :p
We went to the Hometown Buffet, everything was going great. We were having a wonderful conversation and filling up on food when, lo and behold, who should I run into but Perrin? I kinda got freaked out as I always do when I run into someone like that.
Me and Vidal got into a HUGE fight when we got back home and now he left me for two weeks. He says he needs time to straighten things out within himself. He came to my house around 1 in the morning to tell me this. I got to see him one last time before he left and he told me that he still wanted me to have the promise ring because he still loves me, but he needs time away from me.
*sigh* I miss him so much. I cried so much last night. He told me to download the song Asleep by The Smiths and to listen to it everyday and to think of him. It's an incredibly sad song, I cry everytime I listen to it.
It's only 2 weeks...he'll be back...
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Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
I'm tired and I
I want to go to bed

Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
And then leave me alone
Don't try to wake me in the morning
'Cause I will be gone
Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I will feel so glad to go

Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
I don't want to wake up
On my own anymore

Sing to me
Sing to me
I don't want to wake up
On my own anymore

Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I really want to go

There is another world
There is a better world
Well, there must be
Well, there must be
Well, there must be
Well, there must be
Well ...

Bye bye
Bye bye
Bye ...

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